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Jun. 13th, 2004 01:46 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
holy fuck.
how do you keep up with all the lies?
and furthermore, how do you sleep at night knowing people care(d) so much about you and your lies????
i'll admit, i had suspicion all along that ALL the tragedy could not be heaped upon one 23 year old, but i wanted to believe, especially since i had met you in person. i didn't want to be even more cyncial than i am although i admit to pulling away since your trip to toronto. don't know why that time but it seemed right.
i would say i'm embarrassed that i fell for it, but i'm not. i have an open, loving heart that YOU took advantage of. YOU should be embarrassed, not me.
you should be ashamed.
i hope you get help.
how do you keep up with all the lies?
and furthermore, how do you sleep at night knowing people care(d) so much about you and your lies????
i'll admit, i had suspicion all along that ALL the tragedy could not be heaped upon one 23 year old, but i wanted to believe, especially since i had met you in person. i didn't want to be even more cyncial than i am although i admit to pulling away since your trip to toronto. don't know why that time but it seemed right.
i would say i'm embarrassed that i fell for it, but i'm not. i have an open, loving heart that YOU took advantage of. YOU should be embarrassed, not me.
you should be ashamed.
i hope you get help.
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Date: 2004-07-18 06:24 pm (UTC)I don't get it. I still don't get it. What do you call someone who is a compulsive liar and a kleptomaniac? I don't think there is a particular illness for that or is it something like borderline personality disorder. But, my ex- also had so many bad things happen to him, supposedly. I found out accidentally from his parents that most of those stories weren't true.
I mean, you wouldn't not believe someone who told you that he was molested by his biological father when he was very young. Of course, you would believe something like that. I honestly believe now that my ex- could cry on commmand.
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Date: 2004-07-19 06:21 am (UTC)