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Jun. 13th, 2004 01:46 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elysiangirlholy fuck.
how do you keep up with all the lies?
and furthermore, how do you sleep at night knowing people care(d) so much about you and your lies????
i'll admit, i had suspicion all along that ALL the tragedy could not be heaped upon one 23 year old, but i wanted to believe, especially since i had met you in person. i didn't want to be even more cyncial than i am although i admit to pulling away since your trip to toronto. don't know why that time but it seemed right.
i would say i'm embarrassed that i fell for it, but i'm not. i have an open, loving heart that YOU took advantage of. YOU should be embarrassed, not me.
you should be ashamed.
i hope you get help.
how do you keep up with all the lies?
and furthermore, how do you sleep at night knowing people care(d) so much about you and your lies????
i'll admit, i had suspicion all along that ALL the tragedy could not be heaped upon one 23 year old, but i wanted to believe, especially since i had met you in person. i didn't want to be even more cyncial than i am although i admit to pulling away since your trip to toronto. don't know why that time but it seemed right.
i would say i'm embarrassed that i fell for it, but i'm not. i have an open, loving heart that YOU took advantage of. YOU should be embarrassed, not me.
you should be ashamed.
i hope you get help.
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Date: 2004-06-13 08:20 am (UTC)i just don't get it.
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Date: 2004-06-13 08:21 am (UTC)that was proof enough for me.
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Date: 2004-06-13 01:28 am (UTC)I feel bad for those that were "close" to her. It sucks when someone lies to you over and over. Karma...that's all I have to say.
You're a beautiful person with a beautiful heart. I love you for that.
LOVE YOU!
Muah*****************************
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Date: 2004-06-13 08:23 am (UTC)sick.
but yes, i was skeptical, but i figured i would feel better about myself if i believed in her and found out it wasn't true, than if i didn't believe in her and it was.
and i love you, too, xavier. very, very much.
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Date: 2004-06-13 04:30 am (UTC)like how did you know she was lying?
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Date: 2004-06-13 06:31 am (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: 2004-06-13 06:52 am (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: 2004-06-13 08:52 am (UTC)i don't know she was lying except for the fact she deleted and never said a word to me, she has not come clean with me. she had never even told me about this supposed lung cancer, and she and i spoke at least once a week through email. but, like i said, i couldn't believe all this tragedy could be part of such a young girl's life and when all this came out, i figure my suspicions were correct.
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Date: 2004-06-13 04:41 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-06-13 08:29 am (UTC)now i can't believe people i have met either?!?
argh.
SICK.
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Date: 2004-06-13 07:32 am (UTC)And with that, I am finally going to bed. Good nit...er, morning.
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Date: 2004-06-13 08:30 am (UTC)i'm not feeling as compassionate as some are about her, i'm just angry and sickened.
thing is, i met her, she spent time in my home. and i still got duped. so now i can't even trust people i have met and spent time with!??!?
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Date: 2004-06-13 08:21 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-06-13 08:32 am (UTC)thing is, she even played disgusted when she found out about mel...
fortunately i had begun pulling away so i'm not really hurting as much except for those friends who are.
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Date: 2004-06-13 10:08 am (UTC)i hadn't heard about the cancer thing..she knows better...than to put me in that filter. she was making certain filters for certain people with certain lies..how the hell did she keep it straight?
it's heinous!
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Date: 2004-06-14 06:21 am (UTC)just stupid. especially since people would have been her friend without all the bullshit.
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Date: 2004-06-13 10:36 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2004-06-13 11:45 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2004-06-14 06:18 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-06-13 01:30 pm (UTC)Makes the rest of us look bad - makes us all suspicious of each other - and yeah...bad vibes.
But what can you do? I try to keep my friends list short b/c I just don't have time for this kind of bullshit in my life (no one does, really). I keep most of my entries "friends only" b/c I really don't want to add people to my list, simply b/c of this trust thing.
It's sad to live like this....really is....but it's what I have to do to preserve the trust/love that I give out to other people. I really don't like being this way on LJ. Sometimes I wish I could meet more people, reach out to more but I, too, have been burned with extremely WEIRD situations and I don't want a repeat.
So.....I'll just continue loving the friends I have (you're one of them, babycakes), try my best to be respectful and honest and hope to God that I'm being treated the same.
Sorry to hear this news...
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Date: 2004-06-14 06:07 am (UTC):*
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Date: 2004-06-14 08:35 am (UTC)Its one thing for people to play anonymous attention games on the internet, but to bring it into people's lives.
Just wow.
Sorry hon.
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Date: 2004-06-14 08:36 am (UTC)yeah, she is a piece of work.
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Date: 2004-07-18 06:24 pm (UTC)I don't get it. I still don't get it. What do you call someone who is a compulsive liar and a kleptomaniac? I don't think there is a particular illness for that or is it something like borderline personality disorder. But, my ex- also had so many bad things happen to him, supposedly. I found out accidentally from his parents that most of those stories weren't true.
I mean, you wouldn't not believe someone who told you that he was molested by his biological father when he was very young. Of course, you would believe something like that. I honestly believe now that my ex- could cry on commmand.
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Date: 2004-07-19 06:21 am (UTC)