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Jun. 13th, 2004 01:46 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
holy fuck.
how do you keep up with all the lies?
and furthermore, how do you sleep at night knowing people care(d) so much about you and your lies????
i'll admit, i had suspicion all along that ALL the tragedy could not be heaped upon one 23 year old, but i wanted to believe, especially since i had met you in person. i didn't want to be even more cyncial than i am although i admit to pulling away since your trip to toronto. don't know why that time but it seemed right.
i would say i'm embarrassed that i fell for it, but i'm not. i have an open, loving heart that YOU took advantage of. YOU should be embarrassed, not me.
you should be ashamed.
i hope you get help.
how do you keep up with all the lies?
and furthermore, how do you sleep at night knowing people care(d) so much about you and your lies????
i'll admit, i had suspicion all along that ALL the tragedy could not be heaped upon one 23 year old, but i wanted to believe, especially since i had met you in person. i didn't want to be even more cyncial than i am although i admit to pulling away since your trip to toronto. don't know why that time but it seemed right.
i would say i'm embarrassed that i fell for it, but i'm not. i have an open, loving heart that YOU took advantage of. YOU should be embarrassed, not me.
you should be ashamed.
i hope you get help.
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Date: 2004-06-13 10:08 am (UTC)i hadn't heard about the cancer thing..she knows better...than to put me in that filter. she was making certain filters for certain people with certain lies..how the hell did she keep it straight?
it's heinous!
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Date: 2004-06-14 06:21 am (UTC)just stupid. especially since people would have been her friend without all the bullshit.