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[elysiangirl]

holy fuck.
how do you keep up with all the lies?
and furthermore, how do you sleep at night knowing people care(d) so much about you and your lies????


i'll admit, i had suspicion all along that ALL the tragedy could not be heaped upon one 23 year old, but i wanted to believe, especially since i had met you in person. i didn't want to be even more cyncial than i am although i admit to pulling away since your trip to toronto. don't know why that time but it seemed right.

i would say i'm embarrassed that i fell for it, but i'm not. i have an open, loving heart that YOU took advantage of. YOU should be embarrassed, not me.

you should be ashamed.
i hope you get help.

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[kay.livejournal.com]

I was told by a police officer who was kind enough to check things out for me and get in touch with me. Her brother filled me in on the blanks.

[kay.livejournal.com]

I am now .. yesterday was pretty rough on me. I was in total shock.

[kay.livejournal.com]

Afraid I wasn't alone in that, tho ... she fucked over so many people that it's hard to fully comprehend :(

[kodakrome.livejournal.com]

oh i know.. i know..

she was on my friends list.

i know sooo many people met her irl.

[kodakrome.livejournal.com]

and so many people worried, cared, and loved her.

i did.

[kay.livejournal.com]

She simply has to be very very sick .. no one in their right mind would do that to people for years and years. She tainted so many people and friendships.

[kodakrome.livejournal.com]

yep.

[elysiangirl.livejournal.com]

i don't know what to say. i'm sorry for you, meave, dave and jerry. i had been pulling away so i'm more angry now than hurt. angry for y'all. angry for the times i was an emotional wreck worried about her, angry that i met her in person, spent time with her, and was still played...especially angry that she put dave through lung cancer again.

sick.

i hope she gets help. i really do.

[kay.livejournal.com]

I'm even beyond the anger now ... she made her bed and has to lie in it .. I wouldn't want to trade places with her .. I couldn't live myself knowing I did what she did. I don't understand how she can look herself in the eye. That shows me she simply had to be ill.

I am so repulsed that of all people, Dave was the one having to deal with her shit .. while she knew he lost his wife to that illness.She knew. That is the one anger part that I still have inside me and it's boiling.

[elysiangirl.livejournal.com]

same for me. that's my biggest outrage and i had no idea about it until i saw your post last night.